Sunday, April 20, 2014

Jibon theke neoa

জীবনে এমন অনেক কিছুই ঘটে যার জন্যে হয়তো আমরা তৈরি থাকি না.তবু যখন ঘটনাগুলি ঘটে তখন তার প্রভাব খারাপ বা ভালো যাই হোক না কেন  মেনে নিতেই হয়.খুব সম্প্রতি এমনি ঘটনার মধ্যে দিয়েই আবার যেতে হলো.দম  বন্ধ বা নিশ্বাস বন্ধ হলে সেতো  একরকম কিন্তু যখন প্রতিমুহুর্তেই এটা  মনে হয় যে শেষ   কেমন হয় মানে জীবনের শেষে পৌছলামি না অথ্চ যেন ঘুরে এলাম সেই দ্বার থেকে!জীবনে অনেক ভালো এক্সপেরিয়েন্স যেমন হয়েছে পায়ে বেরি পরার অবস্থাও তৈরি হয়ে চলেছে প্রতি মুহুর্তে। জীবন  বদ্ধপরিকর একটুও বেহিসেবি হলে চলবেনা।প্রতিমুহুর্তে হিসেব করে পা ফেলতে হবে.এমনকি হাসতে হলেও। ...সেসময়টা খুব সুমন চাটুজ্জের(এখন কবির সুমন) একটা গানের কলি মনে পরে যাচ্ছিল ---"কাশিির দমক থামলে পরে বাচতে ভালবাসি।....বন্ধু তোমার স্বপ্নটাকে জাপটে  ধরে রেখো।..আমি কিন্তু স্বপ্ন দেখতে আজ ভালোবাসি।"স্বপ্নতো জীবনে একটাই এখন। . ভালো ভাবে মানে সুস্থভাবে ,স্বাভাবিকভাবে নিশ্বাস নিয়ে বেচে থাকা।নাহলে কখন যে আবার দম এ টান  পরবে !এমন হবে আবার কে ভেবেছিল?ভেবেছিলাম পেরিয়ে এসেছি বোধহয় বাধাবিঘ্নগুলি সেই ২০০৬ এ। জানতাম হয়তো বা আবার ব্যথায় কাতরানো আছে.কিন্তু এ যেন আরো সাংঘাতিক। একেবারে হুঙ্কার?প্রতিটি কাসীর দমকে জীবন আছে। .বেচে আছি বোঝাবার জন্যেই। ..এভাবেও বেচে থাকা যায়!প্রতিটি বিনিদ্র রজনী যেন এক একটা দমক!জীবন কে নিংড়ে বের করে নিতে চায়.ভিতর থেকে যেন উদ্গত জলন্ত লাভা। এত ছিল ভিতরে !যা বিদ্রোহ করে বেরিয়ে পড়তে চায় আর আমার প্রানটাকেই  যেন উপরে ফেলতে চায়.কতবার ভেবেছি আবার যে সকলে কত নিশ্চিন্তে ঘুমোচ্ছে রাত্রে। ...আমি যেন আরামকেদারায় পাহারারত। ..আয়েসে আমার আর  ধরে না. দোলের  আগে গিয়ে আরামকেদারা নিয়ে এলুম আর কি যথার্তই না তার ব্যবহার!!সব কিছু কেমন যেন আগে থাকতেই ঠিক হয়ে যায় না?এক্কেবারে সময়মত জিনিসের আগমন ও তার ব্যবহার। একটা সময় ছিল যখন দিনান্তে মনে হত আজ আর সারাদিন বিছানাতে পিঠটাও ঠেকানো হলনা।আর এখন সেটাই সব থেকে বিভ্রান্তির।মনে হয় যেন কিই বা প্রয়োজন এর?বেশ তো চলছে সারাদিন।.গত এক বছরে  দু দুটো আন্তর্জাতিক কনফারেন্স। .বই প্রকাশ। .সবই হলো.এবারে এটাও !!এত কিছুর পরেও আজ মনে হয় লড়াই লড়াই লড়াই চাই ,লড়াই করে বাচতে চাই...শেষেরটাই বিশেষ করে আজকাল মনে হয়.যদি বাঁচার মতন হয় সে বাঁচা। সে ক্ষেত্রে লড়াই তো অল্প বিস্তর চলেই সবসময় নাহয় একটু বেশীই  করতে হল কিছু সময়.
তবে একটা কথা মানতেই হবে যে আমার ভাগ্যটা খুবিই ভালো। জীবনের প্রবল বিপদের সময় এখনও বন্ধুদের ঠিকই সাথে পেয়ে যাই,তাই হয়তো চলছে এই চাকা।অনেক অনেক বন্ধু হয়তো নেই কিন্তু যাদের পাই তাদেরই তো চেয়েছি ,সময় দিয়েছি এতকাল ।জীবনের প্রথমবার চুরান্ত অসুস্থতার সময় অবশ্য  সংখাটা আরো বেশী  ছিল.আমার আত্মার আত্মীয় বলে যারা নিজেদের দাবি করত ,যারা বন্ধু বলে দাবি করত...যদিও জানতাম সবই ফাকা আওয়াজ।আসলে সবটাই নিজের  মাটি শক্ত করে নেওয়া।পরিবারের জন্যে সব কিছু করতে পারা।কত রকমের মানুষই যে দখলাম আর তাদের সান্যিধ্যে এলাম !!তাই নিয়েও বোধহয় একটা গোটা বই হয়ে যায় এই ৪৪ বছরের জীবনের সময়ে।মাঝে মাঝে মনে হয় বুক দিয়ে  রাখার লোকের সংখা যেন কমে যাচ্ছে।তাই বাবার কথা বড়  মনে পরে.একমাত্র- কাকু যখন বাড়ি থেকে যাওয়ার সময় মাথায় হাথটা রাখে বুকের ভেতর কেমন যেন মোচর দিয়ে ওঠে.কাকুর কথা  আজ আর আগের মতন নেই.ভাব্ভ্ন্গীয় ও আজ আর আগের মতন নেই তবুও কোথায় যেন একটা অভাব বোধ। ...এই সকলের তো একই সাথে ই থাকার কথা ছিল.সব ছিন্ন বিচ্ছিন্ন হয়ে দূর থেকে আরো বহুদূরে যেন চলে যাচ্ছে কি জানি আর সবার নাগাল সবাই পাবো  কিনা!রাতের সব তারাই জানি আছে দিনের আলোয়।.তবু কিছু কিছু জিনিষ একবার হারিয়ে গেলে আর ফিরে পাওয়া যায়না.বিশেষ করে সময়। তাকে ধরি ধরি করেও ধরতে পারিনি কোনদিন আজ বা ভবিষ্যতে  হয়তো আরো পারব না.মাঝে মধ্যেই হয়তো হতাশার সুর এসে দোলা দিয়ে যাচ্ছে।তবু জীবন তো থেমে থাকে না.তাই all time is movie time ..যখন যেমনভাবে পেরেছি  প্রচুর প্রচুর সিনেমা দেখে ফেলেছি । জীবনের গল্পগুলিকে  নির্দেশক যে কি সুন্দরভাবে বলে চলে ভাবলেই বর হিংসে হয়.কত কিছু লিখব মনে করলেও খুব বেশী  কিছু আমি লিখে বা বলে উঠতে পারিনা অথচ  এক একটা গল্পের বাধন কি সুন্দর  !!
আগের সঙ্গে এবারের পার্থক হল এবারেই ভেবে চলেছি আবার সব ঠিক হযে যাবে.মানুষ  যে বাচতে কত ভালবাসে তা  এ সময়েই বোঝা যায়.তখন ও ছিল বিনিদ্র রজনী।মনে হয়নি উঠে দাড়ানো যাবে বা নিজের পায়ে চলে ফিরে বেড়ানো যাবে।কয়ে থেকেছি রাত্রিরে নিদ্রার্ত সকলের দিকে আর কড়ি বর্গার দিকে।তবুও আবার উঠে দাড়িয়েছি তারপর থেকে এই পর্যন্ত শুধুই ছুটে গেছি কাজে অকাজে।নিজেরই অজান্তে নিজেকে বকেছি এই অক্লান্ত পরিশ্রমের জন্যে।তাই হয়তো আজ এতদিন পরে আবার বিশ্রাম.যদিও আবার গুটি গুটি পায়ে চলতে শুরু করেছি।যিনি অদ্ভুত ভাবে তখন এবং এখন ভীষনভাবে সবটা নিরবে সামলেছেন তিনি আমার বোকাসোকা গর্ভধারিনী।এত অদ্ভুত মানুষও সত্যিই কম দেখা যায়.এই সুরুর আবার সেস কবে বা কোথায় আমার জানা নেই সুধু জানি কলতে হবে সাবধানে.এখন বিশ্রাম। ..কিছু পরেই সাবধান।...আমার জীবনটা সত্যিই unplanned .প্লান করতে চেয়ে কোনো লাভ নেই জানি তাই..

Monday, February 3, 2014

kichu katha

khub sundor chilo sei kathata ...."jekhane mati ache sei jaygata rangadar r jekhane khola akash ache seta amar.."aj anekdin thekei likhte icche hocche kintu alsemi ese basa badhche.kichui ar kara hoye uthche na.majhe majhe rag hocche eito abar chuti ses hoye asche abar niyomer berajale joriye pora.ei lamba chutita jevabe ekrakom doure katlo!bijayar din theke chute chute abosese dudin age bari fera.anek kaj ektu abosar,gal-galpo ba bola valo PNPC.tarpor aj vaber cinema 'abosese' dekha holo.valoi laglo.jemon valo lage shitkale amar baritake.jani anekei hinsa kore shiter dupure balcony diye ghare roder khela kora dekhe ba anyo gharer janla beye mithe roder anagonake.takhon jeno mone hoy ei shit dupur jodi nirabicchinno vabe katate partam oi khate ba niden pakkhe balconyte!hoyna kono kichui chaoapaoyay.ja kichu chaini taai hoyto kakhono kakhono emni dhora day..amar jibone emon anek kichui bises kore safolata ja hoyto ami sevabe asai korini peye gechi.kajta jani thikthak korte hobe..setukui ja kara.tabu jakhon peyechi niscoi valo legeche.kintu abar anek chaoayai abar na paoya roye giyeche.bastobik iii valo lage emon anek kichui ja hoyto sadharon vabe anekei pele alhadito hoto ta peyechi relish korechi oi porjontoi..abar anek materialistic ba jar bastab mulyo ache emon anek kichutei sadharon buddhite khoti hoyeche bole mone hoy.jai hiok sesab ami konodinii dhartobyer modhye dhorina.tabe parthona kori sabsamoy jeno evabei kete jay baki jibon..

ebarer bhromon anek diner jonye holeo moter upor sab valoy valoy hoyeche.jodio ami boli je bon bonpo ma eder jonyei bodhhoy amay bises samosyay porte hoyni.noyto emon emon natok amar jonye apekkha kore thake!tabuo ami enjoy kori bipode matha kaj korate hoy noile morte hoy.ei jemon sesdine jakhon gaya station e rajdhani ese giyeche takhono amar dharjo kuli elo na.dourolam du-teen te bag niye pichone mao ...tarpori abar anyo anyo coolie ke diye luggage othanor byabostha kore tarpar khanto.sabi hoy prof.byas sedin valo bolechilen je 'apke sath koi na koi hadsa hoi jata hy'!sir apni to janeni na ki ki aro hoye jay.tao ami cholar katha vabi,anonde thaki sabaike niye vabi bolei hoyto ta samvob hoy.aamar charpaser sakole jeno valo thake tabei amio valo thakbo.

ei jibone kato manuser sansparse elam.sabai jodi kharap hoto aj ekhane dariye ei kathaguloi bolte partam na.

Friday, September 30, 2011

unplanned plan

Suddenly my blog's name becomes success.Its really interesting to think about the super powerful someone.Again salute to u.Don't know exactly what do u think /have in mind of u. Life is indeed anitya as Buddhism said /vice versa.What plan we r doing!we couldn't avoid the plan of u.No strange at all.just now i can feel only the moment of kept away from uncertainty.But that's only few second which blunt me not to think/heard anything.there was only the fish eye to protect ma.Never saw before even feel that whole building ,stairs can shake like 18th Evening!!everybody was running between their own bound ,so dump against each other.I had no views at all !!only enjoyed those moments in life which just shaking me.There was a feeling to capture some shots rather real shots of moments which might be evidence in absence of me.Some bengali people became hero to me..particularly that boy only who run after me when whole hotel became vacant .i was running through the shaking stairs to save my mother but what was his views....!!those young boys boys of hotel,who were so caring that they served dinner for almost of delegates then they taken their dinner.even helped   people to catch their cars with serving tea at sharp 3-30 am immediate after the disaster day .So impressed I am.Why r we always talking about the bad young generation!Why not those people?who were really helpful at that day!!actually they will always do the same as they did that day.'Coz that's are their nature.So,I feel lucky to myself who would like to wander one after another and met such kind of people each and every time. World is not only full of  nasty but beauty also.so,it still the eligible place to live of man.If anybody do believe in his/herself then only they can overcome each and every hurdle of life.But always be steady in danger.Nobody except fate would able even touch to them.its really easy to explain later but not so easy in time of danger,particularly when one after another danger will come.The episode of Sikkim would unfinished if Rumtek episode will untouched.There also other disaster was waiting for me.I was eagerly waiting to visit the place.But  that became even danger  with that sudden issues.But there was also very nice man to serve his country people.Though,he tried his level best to help us but in present I should follow the medical procedure.Anyway,sikkim always gives me more than what I expect till my last visit.even then I never said that I would not like to go there.But vice versa as I said that TV channel too.Oh life!don't know whats more for my living experience!

Saturday, July 30, 2011

samparko

Its really amazing that too many years i am living in this world!it may be all play of god..but it is a fact.jibone juddho karar o je ekta moja ache,ta jeno samoyer sathe sathe aro poriskar hoye jacche.kato manus kato jalpona kato kalpona protimuhurte...tabuo kichu valo manush ajo achen bole ei prithibi eto sundor r basjogyo mone hoy.sudhumatro kichu samoyer poricayer gondi dhore o je ekhono mane ei bayoseo kono kono samparko eto mulyoban hote pare ta uttor-purbo vromon e na gele bujhtei partam na.jibon er ekta dik asoampurno hoye jeto.tabe ami to sabsamoyei sei parom shaktimaner kache ciro kritagyo bolei mone kori,karon jiboner je parjay theke uthe abar pray daurote aromvo korechi ta sei asirbad dhonyo na hole haowa samvob chilo na.moner maton kore shilong -cherapunji vromon jeno swarge pouche jaoa.vabini eka eka eto kichu kora samvob.abosyo ekai ba boli ki kore!sekhaneo sasneho asirbad na thakle samvob hotona.thik jemnti ceyechilm jeno tai pelam---pray hate swargo paowar shamil.erpore tariye tariye upovog korlam sei nodi teer sei rasta r neel chandrer basosthan..emono hoy!!eto desh bidesh vromoner por kina parom anonde niscinto mone eto kacher jaygay ghure elm.vable jeno mone hy eto apnar keu chilo bujhi?sankirnotar urdher ei manuserai jeno prokrito adorsho hoye othe ei jibone.

Friday, June 10, 2011

scattered but steady

Some people feel that life should be decorated and organised which is completely against of my nature.I do believe that life should be organised particularly when u r within the organisation u should be organised.But then what about life?Is it possible that at the same time u r enjoying the life and u r decorated and organised?I dont think so.Then life would be very particular,punctual,straight,etc.etc..u have no choice for otherwise.but u should be organised when u r a part of the organisation.then life's style and perception is something different.One proverb in Bengali---সবে মিলি করি কাজ,হারি জিতি নাহি লাজ .There is  one motto for the organisation that we should follow .yes something different to be organised.There is one and only motto to fulfill our job.we r all in the same boat.Time is not factor.but there are lot of things to do for others.so,we feel to catch the time.Though not much job could u done at the same time,so lot of undone work piled up Then time factor arises.should we forget that সময় বহিয়া চলে নদীর স্রোতের মতন?নত অত আল.

scattered mesmerisation

Most people like mesmerizing their memories.why not me?But there is some problem as I am inconsistent.No matter who would read this?only me.I would like to write for myself,to talk with myself,to wander here and there....etc.etc.so,I thought I am old enough to do such idiotic behavior. But u know there are lot of experiences I have gathered,I swear!When I think about my childhood ,I feel so embarrassing ,sometime feel good ,sometime I astonished is it me!!!yes,that little girl who even don't want rather can't talk with others,its me!!though it is true still now i prefer to listen other than talk.So what its my profession may be which force to talk.otherwise no-pay.don't know how politicians can talk so much!!they do it lavishly.Forget that what i should say that i cross more than forty years in this world.what a great job have i done!nothing and nothing.cant do anything for any other/rather for myself.is it frustration?may be/may not be.but it happens,when u look after the past .people r very much busy with their own schedule but when r u feeling that there is no time for u then u feel frustrate.But what should do?we too  have no time for others.always doing something and wandering with our own job.even then it makes me happy that there are lots of good experiences with different kind of relationship,which is probably not fruitful for future.But it would not be denied  their past existence.Because,present is always depends upon the past.If u do wrong even then it make ur past /right even then it would do judgment.we only can't realize it in present form.Always quarreling with each others.so the time past from the hand of time.

Friday, April 8, 2011

life as it is

We r always gathering experiences.So,Life is full of excitements.sometimes it gives us pleasure,sometimes not.So what?...we should play our life role as it is.Its my idol brain told me that I have gathered lot of experiences in short of time.May be my bag is full of experiences and waiting to be full with others.Its interesting too, so many people from so many characters and their face-musk.We don't know what is exact.Is it anything in this world is exact?Don't know.It may be u called 'aapekkhik'[beng.] ..actually I couldn't remind the appropriate word for it.Sometimes world seems to me very colourful/sometime not.Though I think somebody is there who might be kept one thread  in His/her  hand  to control the life of people.There is not everything is wrong.Somewhere somehow some links are clicking for a moment and we are enjoying the something special in our life.I feel that this year is full of uncertain honours which is indeed matter of achievements in anybody's life.So,it is the matter of enjoyment and the memory should not go away,from Jan-Feb.,from high officials-religious ..who can imagine !! Nobody can.But its happen in real life.On the other side ,I relish the jealousy of the same boat riders with their suspicious eyes and speeches.Its really amazing,when they feel about me .Its great time indeed.When anybody is not just taking of u but helpless to bother you.oops great moment!!I can mesmerizing those moments.What a post they hold does not matter ..The one and only matter is that they r counting u as their rival/competitor.u can only relish the entire thing as a viewer not a doer.Even then ,sometimes brain would like to relax and silence,without any noise.Then the mind is flattering without any proper cause and do all bad things with ur nearest and dearest people.But never mind, my one is never for the career but for the unbelievable causes.So am I.Anybody knows who r she/he?If so,then happiness will be showered in their life.Life thus stretching its way .Who knows the future!!Nobody......its appropriate to remember only one line of kobiguru .....এমনি করে যায় যদি দিন যাক না.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

manob janom

moner vabnaguli baro elomelo hoye jay majhe majhe.kono dukkhohin dukkho bujhi dukkho bilasita..je pothyo jibon dayi tabe keno mone hoy ta majhe majhe jeno sadhin jibone badha ?abar jakhon colar chande ghure berai sei anondo sabtukui vuliye day khonik holeo sei anondo hoy amlan.ei khoniker tukro tukro anondo niyei to manus bece thake;caridiker sathota ,kajer abohela r asat pantha konotai tai r vabayna.seo sudhu khaniker britisna hoyei theke jay.sab dekhe sune ekta kathai mone hoy eri nam manus r era sabai ei prithibir ciriyakhanar harek rakom jantu.jar jar samoy maton sudhu khacar moddhye thake r bakira take baire theke parjobekkhan kare.abar taro jakhon samoy hoy seo takhon anyoder baire theke parjobekkhan kare.eri nam jibon.Shyamal Mitrer sei ganta bare barei mone hoy---jibon khatar proti patay jatoi lekho hiseb nikesh kichui rabe na.

Friday, August 27, 2010

bengalis adda

someone asked me whether bengalis adda is going to abolish ?i replied that i don't think so.actually there is silent change of formation.in our childhood we have no such a fast time in our life.we had the time for people like friends,relatives,neighbours.but in these days we couldn't maintain these types of relationship properly.even then adda is still in life but the formation of adda has been changed.like it becomes online more than offline.whether is it wrong/better than before?not at all.front present of one personality ,particularly in these relationships become more lively than online. but at the same time when we r losing to come out any time for them then it is not bad.but in the other side,when our friends .relatives r out of country/they have no connection with us for a long time,then obviously the online connection help us to search/connect them.i don't think then it is worst then than a offline.Basically adda has changed its form from one journey to another.it becomes more globalised.so,whts the matter whether it is online /offline.But if u told about those days of coffey house.the bengalis productive adda place.then Coffey house also lost its such previous statues of glamour.where so many people gathered together and continuing their addas day by day with taking a breath of their intelligent smoke.now people of bengal  r also health conscious like other states.they know cigarette smoking is injurious to health ,so the label in the wall  of prohibition of cigarette.now a days people thought that the productive add is no more in Bengal's Coffey house. i dont know what is truth /wrong.but it is true that still we r enjoying adda a lot in between our daily schedule.we r sharing tiffins like school days,marketing with fuchkas,watching cinemas(though not very regular).but adda is still exist like folgu river in our life.basically  it does not matter whatever busy life we lead in our life but we refresh ourselves by adda in each and every few seconds of work-break. so,long live bengalis adda.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

JUDGEMENT

Sometime feeling very much depressed with the scattered news from media.What the statues of teachers in the society!!Are all those news are true (which they are producing) ?yes ,to some extents....At the same,our students should not be trapped (influenced) by irresponsible categories.Don't know what is true/wrong.If teachers are guilty,then the result of judgement is right.Always good/bad are existing in the same level of society.But listening the result somehow growing fellow feeling . One person who is serving society with his/her job has lots of dream to do level best.But suddenly feel struck by the incident and everything is empty by darkness for what he/she does/not..Teacher and students are the garland of society.Both of us would be same responsible do any worst with this relationship for our new generation. Then ,the result may/may not be instance for the society...it does not matter.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Successful people help others who are slow in learning

It was a Sports Stadium.

Eight Children were standing on the track to participate in a running event.

* Ready! * Steady! * Bang !!!

With the sound of Toy pistol,

All eight girls started running.

Hardly had they covered ten to fifteen steps,

when one of the smaller girls slipped and fell down,

Due to bruises and pain she started crying.

When the other seven girls heard the little girl cry they stopped running, stood for a while and turned back.

Seeing the girl on the track they all ran to help.

One among them bent down, picked her up and kissed her gently

And inquired as to how she was..

They then lifted the fallen girl pacifying her.

Two of them held her firmly while all seven joined hands together and walked together towards the winning post........ ..

There was pin drop silence at the spectator's stand.

Officials were shocked.

Slow claps multiplied to thousands as the spectators stood up in appreciation.

Many eyes were filled with tears

And perhaps even God's!

YES.!! This happened in Hyderabad [ INDIA ], recently!

The sport was conducted by
National Institute of Mental Health.


All these special girls had come to participate in this event

They were spastic children.

Yes, they were Mentally Challenged.

What did they teach the WORLD.?

Teamwork.?

Humanity.?

Equality among all.??

Successful people help others who are slow in learning

So that they are not left far behind.



We never do this because we have brains !!!!

Boa Sr, the last speaker of the Bo language of the Andaman Islands, has died


The last speaker of an ancient tribal language has died in the Andaman Islands, breaking a 65,000-year link to one of the world's oldest cultures. Boa Sr, who lived through the 2004 tsunami, the Japanese occupation and diseases brought by British settlers, was the last native of the island chain who was fluent in Bo.
           Taking its name from a now-extinct tribe, Bo is one of the 10 Great Andamanese languages, which are thought to date back to pre-Neolithic human settlement of south-east Asia.Though the language has been closely studied by researchers of linguistic history, Boa Sr spent the last few years of her life unable to converse with anyone in her mother tongue.Even members of inter-related tribes were unable to comprehend the repertoire of Bo songs and stories uttered by the woman in her 80s, who also spoke Hindi and another local language.
           "Her loss is not just the loss of the Great Andamanese community, it is a loss of several disciplines of studies put together, including anthropology, linguistics, history, psychology, and biology," Narayan Choudhary, a linguist of Jawaharlal Nehru University who was part of an Andaman research team, wrote on his webpage. "To me, Boa Sr epitomised a totality of humanity in all its hues and with a richness that is not to be found anywhere else."
         The Andaman Islands, in the Bay of Bengal, are governed by India. The indigenous population has steadily collapsed since the island chain was colonised by British settlers in 1858 and used for most of the following 100 years as a colonial penal colony.
           Tribes on some islands retained their distinct culture by dwelling deep in the forests and rebuffing would-be colonisers, missionaries and documentary makers with volleys of arrows. But the last vestiges of remoteness ended with the construction of trunk roads from the 1970s.
         According to the NGO Survival International, the number of Great Andamanese has declined in the past 150 years from about 5,000 to 52. Alcoholism is rife among the survivors.
"The Great Andamanese were first massacred, then all but wiped out by paternalistic policies which left them ravaged by epidemics of disease, and robbed of their land and independence," said Survival International's director, Stephen Corry. "With the death of Boa Sr and the extinction of the Bo language, a unique part of human society is now just a memory. Boa's loss is a bleak reminder that we must not allow this to happen to the other tribes of the Andaman Islands."
        Boa Sr appears to have been in good health until recently. During the Indian Ocean tsunami, she reportedly climbed a tree to escape the waves. She told linguists afterwards that she had been forewarned. "We were all there when the earthquake came. The eldest told us the Earth would part, don't run away or move."

Sunday, January 10, 2010

In India, poor cancer patients rough it - latimes.com

""The American system is being copied here, unfortunately," said Dr. V. Shantha, chairwoman of the Cancer Institute in Chennai. "Now it's all about 'how much am I going to make from this patient.' "

That's left the poor scrambling for care at the few remaining public or charitable trust hospitals, including Tata Memorial, which handles 43,000 new cancer patients annually, most for a nominal fee."
It's only human can make money out of dyeing patients.     Read this pathetic story here

In India, poor cancer patients rough it - latimes.com

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Saturday, January 9, 2010

ek tukro smriti

manus baro bicitromoy...nijer dike takaleo majhe majhe taai mone hoy.ki cay se r ki acoron kore taa hoyto baa nijei janea;ba jene suneo bokaa hoye thake.jodio gyan arjoner jonye boka hoye thakar paddhoti tiii sabceye upojogi.jibone tahole anek notun kichu jana jay,abiskar kora jay.mon sab samoy hoyto baa amader sathe thake na,tabuo emn anek kichui korte hoy ba mene nite hoy.ki hobe r ki hoyechilo eii ghurnaabarte sudhui ghure jaai amraa;r samoy o ses hoye jaay jiboner.jiboner samoy je baroi alpo....'kato kichu korar chilo ..kato kichu bolaar chilo'...na eta ekebare amar moner katha holeo kathagulo amar banano noy;sabarii poricito ganer koli.ektai to jibon,tabu kemn jeno hocoth kheye kheye bachi amra.kato kichu samikaron melabaar cesta kori athocho parina;abar cesta kori kakhono hoyto ba mile jay takhon mone hoy prithibita amar.abar ultota holei sab kemn biswad thaeke.
eto kichur modhyeo amader asepaser manusgulor kirti kalap dekhe kakhono khoob hasi,kakhono ba rag kori,abar jhagraao kori.jibon to probahomaan eta to vulle cholbe na..
ei guru gamvir alocanateo ekta chotto ghatonar katha khoob mone hocche--
ami giyechilm laundry theke kapor ante,r sekkhane dokaaner malik r ami dujonei khata dekhe naam uddhar korar cesta korchi...kothay ache amar naamta;ekbar...du baar ...er modhye pase dariye chilo oi malikerii helper... se bollo oito naam dekha jacche...anek kasto kore bujhte holo je ota amaar naam!!jai hok ami jante chailam ota ovabe ke likheche?se mucki mucki haste haste bollo...asole ota to amaarii lekha chilo[:D]satyii to !!! jaar lekha se chara r keuii uddhar korte parlo na!!
ei lekhar byapare ro ekta galpo ache----
(amar nijer lekhao atyonto kharap)amar ek bondhu bolechilo je taar sir taake jigyes korechilen je ei hather lekha ke porte parbe?se jhatapot uttor diyechilo je amar lekhar otai boisotito sir jake likhbo se chara r keui porte parbe na.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

fear...the natural character of human being

Fear is the foremost part of Living being,particularly for human being.
satyii manuser coritrer sabtheke ascoryer dik amar mone hoy 'VOY'.ek priya kobir ekta lekha pore seta abaro mone pore gelo.mrityu voy khoob sanghatik;tabu je sab samoy amra mrityuvoyii paai ta noy;bece thakar nuhurtogulo kakhon je bivinno voyer grase joriye pore eta satyii bojha daay...eta to khoobii satyii---'kehi rahi naai/rhibo naai/rohibona iti.ei vabo rango.vumitale,sarbe nijo nijo/avinoy saari/basoribe?kaalbele.'..keuiii thake na thakar jonye aaseo na,ekhane thakbe na ,ei ranga martovumir.sabaai nijo nijo avinoy sere samoy holei chole jaabe.eje kato baro satyii!tabu mone hoy amaar voy bodhhay ta noy;jibone sabthek voy hoy amar samparko vangar voy.se je rakomii hok na keno.r jodi hoy ta kono bises samparko takhon ta ro kaster..rabi thakurer marano tuhu mama shyam o samaan ...eta upolobdhi korar maton manoshikota katojoner ache ta abosyoi vebe dekhar bisoy...antoto amar to ekhono hoyni.jodio sab samoy bes sahosi mone kori nijeke ...mrityu voy nei bole styii ki nei!!ekebare nei ta bodh hoy noy;tabe keno rasta diye cholar samoy sabdhane edik odik dekhe choli!kenoi ba osudh khaoar age tar tarikh nirikkhon kori!!baaa kono khaoar packet er tarikh parjobekkhon kori!!erakom ro hoyto anek ache,tabe jei voyta satyii kabu kore day ta holo sustho vabe bece thaka....jiboner niswas jatodin thakbe tatodin jeno matha kaj korate pari,tatodin jeno hath -pa sacol rekehe kaje lagate pari....jeno amar chatro chatrider sathe tader amar avigyata share korte parii.....ei voyer graseii je thaki.janine satiii vobisyat ki bolche?oije priyo lekhok /kobir katha bolchilm..tini amader parom shroddhyeo Buddhadeb Guha...sei lekhatai James Joys er A Potrait of Dorian Gray er ekti uddhriti diyechen---'To live,to err,to face,to triumph,to recreate life out of life';abaar Walt Whitman er Leaves of Grass er je uktiguli likhechen---
The smallest sprout shows there is really no death,
And if ever there was,it led forward life,and
Does not wait at the
End to arrest it,
And ceased the moment life appeared
All goes onward and onward...nothing collapses,
and to die is different from anyone supposed ,
and luckier.
uddhriti jai thak na keno manus mrityu voy pabei etaai manuser manus howar prothom poricoy.sei ajana acena jayga ja se ekaai vog korbe,jekhane kono atmiyo bondhur jayga nei,kemn hobe sei jayga?kichu na paoar asa thakle amra jemn sab sei sarbo saktimaaner hathe chere diii---

sandhya holo go--o ma,sandhya holo buke dharo.
atol kaalo sneher majhe dubiye amay snigdho karo.
firiye ne ma,feeriye ne go--sab se kothay hariyeche go
chorano ei jibon,tomar andhar majhe hok na jaro.
aar amare bahire tomaar kothao jeno jayna dekha.
tomaar rate milak amaar jibon sanjher rasmirekha.
aamay ghiri,aamay cumi,kebol tumi,kebol tumi--
amaar bole ja ache maa,tomaar kore sakol haro.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

nature of human

There are various characters in the world.Particularly in the jungle of Human being.It is indeed best creature of God who are enjoying their intellectuality very consciously /sometimes unconsciously.They are creating ,destroying,enjoying their life.In Bengali, 'Manus'is my blog character.But there are no particular similar word I can find out in English.If we take the term 'human being' then probably it will suited with the term.We r proud indeed that we r human being.so we should maintain the dignity of our living world.Because of our intellectuality we can make relationship .Though ,some relationships are in born,like mother,father,sister,brother.But sometime we r making relationships from the journey of our life.Yes,only human being can do it.So,we have greed to achieve what we want.But when we r not achieving the goal getting upset.I have found out the very reasonable lines for the supporting time of upset..."If what you want happens,that is good;but if it does not happen,that is even better becz it means God's will is happening and god will only do what is best for you."Let wait for the coming year how many of us remember these lines.