scattered but steady

Some people feel that life should be decorated and organised which is completely against of my nature.I do believe that life should be organised particularly when u r within the organisation u should be organised.But then what about life?Is it possible that at the same time u r enjoying the life and u r decorated and organised?I dont think so.Then life would be very particular,punctual,straight,etc.etc..u have no choice for otherwise.but u should be organised when u r a part of the organisation.then life's style and perception is something different.One proverb in Bengali---সবে মিলি করি কাজ,হারি জিতি নাহি লাজ .There is  one motto for the organisation that we should follow .yes something different to be organised.There is one and only motto to fulfill our job.we r all in the same boat.Time is not factor.but there are lot of things to do for others.so,we feel to catch the time.Though not much job could u done at the same time,so lot of undone work piled up Then time factor arises.should we forget that সময় বহিয়া চলে নদীর স্রোতের মতন?নত অত আল.

scattered mesmerisation

Most people like mesmerizing their memories.why not me?But there is some problem as I am inconsistent.No matter who would read this?only me.I would like to write for myself,to talk with myself,to wander here and there....etc.etc.so,I thought I am old enough to do such idiotic behavior. But u know there are lot of experiences I have gathered,I swear!When I think about my childhood ,I feel so embarrassing ,sometime feel good ,sometime I astonished is it me!!!yes,that little girl who even don't want rather can't talk with others,its me!!though it is true still now i prefer to listen other than talk.So what its my profession may be which force to talk.otherwise no-pay.don't know how politicians can talk so much!!they do it lavishly.Forget that what i should say that i cross more than forty years in this world.what a great job have i done!nothing and nothing.cant do anything for any other/rather for myself.is it frustration?may be/may not be.but it happens,when u look after the past .people r very much busy with their own schedule but when r u feeling that there is no time for u then u feel frustrate.But what should do?we too  have no time for others.always doing something and wandering with our own job.even then it makes me happy that there are lots of good experiences with different kind of relationship,which is probably not fruitful for future.But it would not be denied  their past existence.Because,present is always depends upon the past.If u do wrong even then it make ur past /right even then it would do judgment.we only can't realize it in present form.Always quarreling with each others.so the time past from the hand of time.

life as it is

We r always gathering experiences.So,Life is full of excitements.sometimes it gives us pleasure,sometimes not.So what?...we should play our life role as it is.Its my idol brain told me that I have gathered lot of experiences in short of time.May be my bag is full of experiences and waiting to be full with others.Its interesting too, so many people from so many characters and their face-musk.We don't know what is exact.Is it anything in this world is exact?Don't know.It may be u called 'aapekkhik'[beng.] ..actually I couldn't remind the appropriate word for it.Sometimes world seems to me very colourful/sometime not.Though I think somebody is there who might be kept one thread  in His/her  hand  to control the life of people.There is not everything is wrong.Somewhere somehow some links are clicking for a moment and we are enjoying the something special in our life.I feel that this year is full of uncertain honours which is indeed matter of achievements in anybody's life.So,it is the matter of enjoyment and the memory should not go away,from Jan-Feb.,from high officials-religious ..who can imagine !! Nobody can.But its happen in real life.On the other side ,I relish the jealousy of the same boat riders with their suspicious eyes and speeches.Its really amazing,when they feel about me .Its great time indeed.When anybody is not just taking of u but helpless to bother you.oops great moment!!I can mesmerizing those moments.What a post they hold does not matter ..The one and only matter is that they r counting u as their rival/competitor.u can only relish the entire thing as a viewer not a doer.Even then ,sometimes brain would like to relax and silence,without any noise.Then the mind is flattering without any proper cause and do all bad things with ur nearest and dearest people.But never mind, my one is never for the career but for the unbelievable causes.So am I.Anybody knows who r she/he?If so,then happiness will be showered in their life.Life thus stretching its way .Who knows the future!!Nobody......its appropriate to remember only one line of kobiguru .....এমনি করে যায় যদি দিন যাক না.

manob janom

moner vabnaguli baro elomelo hoye jay majhe majhe.kono dukkhohin dukkho bujhi dukkho bilasita..je pothyo jibon dayi tabe keno mone hoy ta majhe majhe jeno sadhin jibone badha ?abar jakhon colar chande ghure berai sei anondo sabtukui vuliye day khonik holeo sei anondo hoy amlan.ei khoniker tukro tukro anondo niyei to manus bece thake;caridiker sathota ,kajer abohela r asat pantha konotai tai r vabayna.seo sudhu khaniker britisna hoyei theke jay.sab dekhe sune ekta kathai mone hoy eri nam manus r era sabai ei prithibir ciriyakhanar harek rakom jantu.jar jar samoy maton sudhu khacar moddhye thake r bakira take baire theke parjobekkhan kare.abar taro jakhon samoy hoy seo takhon anyoder baire theke parjobekkhan kare.eri nam jibon.Shyamal Mitrer sei ganta bare barei mone hoy---jibon khatar proti patay jatoi lekho hiseb nikesh kichui rabe na.

bengalis adda

someone asked me whether bengalis adda is going to abolish ?i replied that i don't think so.actually there is silent change of formation.in our childhood we have no such a fast time in our life.we had the time for people like friends,relatives,neighbours.but in these days we couldn't maintain these types of relationship properly.even then adda is still in life but the formation of adda has been changed.like it becomes online more than offline.whether is it wrong/better than before?not at all.front present of one personality ,particularly in these relationships become more lively than online. but at the same time when we r losing to come out any time for them then it is not bad.but in the other side,when our friends .relatives r out of country/they have no connection with us for a long time,then obviously the online connection help us to search/connect them.i don't think then it is worst then than a offline.Basically adda has changed its form from one journey to another.it becomes more globalised.so,whts the matter whether it is online /offline.But if u told about those days of coffey house.the bengalis productive adda place.then Coffey house also lost its such previous statues of glamour.where so many people gathered together and continuing their addas day by day with taking a breath of their intelligent smoke.now people of bengal  r also health conscious like other states.they know cigarette smoking is injurious to health ,so the label in the wall  of prohibition of cigarette.now a days people thought that the productive add is no more in Bengal's Coffey house. i dont know what is truth /wrong.but it is true that still we r enjoying adda a lot in between our daily schedule.we r sharing tiffins like school days,marketing with fuchkas,watching cinemas(though not very regular).but adda is still exist like folgu river in our life.basically  it does not matter whatever busy life we lead in our life but we refresh ourselves by adda in each and every few seconds of work-break. so,long live bengalis adda.

JUDGEMENT

Sometime feeling very much depressed with the scattered news from media.What the statues of teachers in the society!!Are all those news are true (which they are producing) ?yes ,to some extents....At the same,our students should not be trapped (influenced) by irresponsible categories.Don't know what is true/wrong.If teachers are guilty,then the result of judgement is right.Always good/bad are existing in the same level of society.But listening the result somehow growing fellow feeling . One person who is serving society with his/her job has lots of dream to do level best.But suddenly feel struck by the incident and everything is empty by darkness for what he/she does/not..Teacher and students are the garland of society.Both of us would be same responsible do any worst with this relationship for our new generation. Then ,the result may/may not be instance for the society...it does not matter.

r they human!!

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