unplanned plan

Suddenly my blog's name becomes success.Its really interesting to think about the super powerful someone.Again salute to u.Don't know exactly what do u think /have in mind of u. Life is indeed anitya as Buddhism said /vice versa.What plan we r doing!we couldn't avoid the plan of u.No strange at all.just now i can feel only the moment of kept away from uncertainty.But that's only few second which blunt me not to think/heard anything.there was only the fish eye to protect ma.Never saw before even feel that whole building ,stairs can shake like 18th Evening!!everybody was running between their own bound ,so dump against each other.I had no views at all !!only enjoyed those moments in life which just shaking me.There was a feeling to capture some shots rather real shots of moments which might be evidence in absence of me.Some bengali people became hero to me..particularly that boy only who run after me when whole hotel became vacant .i was running through the shaking stairs to save my mother but what was his views....!!those young boys boys of hotel,who were so caring that they served dinner for almost of delegates then they taken their dinner.even helped   people to catch their cars with serving tea at sharp 3-30 am immediate after the disaster day .So impressed I am.Why r we always talking about the bad young generation!Why not those people?who were really helpful at that day!!actually they will always do the same as they did that day.'Coz that's are their nature.So,I feel lucky to myself who would like to wander one after another and met such kind of people each and every time. World is not only full of  nasty but beauty also.so,it still the eligible place to live of man.If anybody do believe in his/herself then only they can overcome each and every hurdle of life.But always be steady in danger.Nobody except fate would able even touch to them.its really easy to explain later but not so easy in time of danger,particularly when one after another danger will come.The episode of Sikkim would unfinished if Rumtek episode will untouched.There also other disaster was waiting for me.I was eagerly waiting to visit the place.But  that became even danger  with that sudden issues.But there was also very nice man to serve his country people.Though,he tried his level best to help us but in present I should follow the medical procedure.Anyway,sikkim always gives me more than what I expect till my last visit.even then I never said that I would not like to go there.But vice versa as I said that TV channel too.Oh life!don't know whats more for my living experience!

samparko

Its really amazing that too many years i am living in this world!it may be all play of god..but it is a fact.jibone juddho karar o je ekta moja ache,ta jeno samoyer sathe sathe aro poriskar hoye jacche.kato manus kato jalpona kato kalpona protimuhurte...tabuo kichu valo manush ajo achen bole ei prithibi eto sundor r basjogyo mone hoy.sudhumatro kichu samoyer poricayer gondi dhore o je ekhono mane ei bayoseo kono kono samparko eto mulyoban hote pare ta uttor-purbo vromon e na gele bujhtei partam na.jibon er ekta dik asoampurno hoye jeto.tabe ami to sabsamoyei sei parom shaktimaner kache ciro kritagyo bolei mone kori,karon jiboner je parjay theke uthe abar pray daurote aromvo korechi ta sei asirbad dhonyo na hole haowa samvob chilo na.moner maton kore shilong -cherapunji vromon jeno swarge pouche jaoa.vabini eka eka eto kichu kora samvob.abosyo ekai ba boli ki kore!sekhaneo sasneho asirbad na thakle samvob hotona.thik jemnti ceyechilm jeno tai pelam---pray hate swargo paowar shamil.erpore tariye tariye upovog korlam sei nodi teer sei rasta r neel chandrer basosthan..emono hoy!!eto desh bidesh vromoner por kina parom anonde niscinto mone eto kacher jaygay ghure elm.vable jeno mone hy eto apnar keu chilo bujhi?sankirnotar urdher ei manuserai jeno prokrito adorsho hoye othe ei jibone.

scattered but steady

Some people feel that life should be decorated and organised which is completely against of my nature.I do believe that life should be organised particularly when u r within the organisation u should be organised.But then what about life?Is it possible that at the same time u r enjoying the life and u r decorated and organised?I dont think so.Then life would be very particular,punctual,straight,etc.etc..u have no choice for otherwise.but u should be organised when u r a part of the organisation.then life's style and perception is something different.One proverb in Bengali---সবে মিলি করি কাজ,হারি জিতি নাহি লাজ .There is  one motto for the organisation that we should follow .yes something different to be organised.There is one and only motto to fulfill our job.we r all in the same boat.Time is not factor.but there are lot of things to do for others.so,we feel to catch the time.Though not much job could u done at the same time,so lot of undone work piled up Then time factor arises.should we forget that সময় বহিয়া চলে নদীর স্রোতের মতন?নত অত আল.

scattered mesmerisation

Most people like mesmerizing their memories.why not me?But there is some problem as I am inconsistent.No matter who would read this?only me.I would like to write for myself,to talk with myself,to wander here and there....etc.etc.so,I thought I am old enough to do such idiotic behavior. But u know there are lot of experiences I have gathered,I swear!When I think about my childhood ,I feel so embarrassing ,sometime feel good ,sometime I astonished is it me!!!yes,that little girl who even don't want rather can't talk with others,its me!!though it is true still now i prefer to listen other than talk.So what its my profession may be which force to talk.otherwise no-pay.don't know how politicians can talk so much!!they do it lavishly.Forget that what i should say that i cross more than forty years in this world.what a great job have i done!nothing and nothing.cant do anything for any other/rather for myself.is it frustration?may be/may not be.but it happens,when u look after the past .people r very much busy with their own schedule but when r u feeling that there is no time for u then u feel frustrate.But what should do?we too  have no time for others.always doing something and wandering with our own job.even then it makes me happy that there are lots of good experiences with different kind of relationship,which is probably not fruitful for future.But it would not be denied  their past existence.Because,present is always depends upon the past.If u do wrong even then it make ur past /right even then it would do judgment.we only can't realize it in present form.Always quarreling with each others.so the time past from the hand of time.

life as it is

We r always gathering experiences.So,Life is full of excitements.sometimes it gives us pleasure,sometimes not.So what?...we should play our life role as it is.Its my idol brain told me that I have gathered lot of experiences in short of time.May be my bag is full of experiences and waiting to be full with others.Its interesting too, so many people from so many characters and their face-musk.We don't know what is exact.Is it anything in this world is exact?Don't know.It may be u called 'aapekkhik'[beng.] ..actually I couldn't remind the appropriate word for it.Sometimes world seems to me very colourful/sometime not.Though I think somebody is there who might be kept one thread  in His/her  hand  to control the life of people.There is not everything is wrong.Somewhere somehow some links are clicking for a moment and we are enjoying the something special in our life.I feel that this year is full of uncertain honours which is indeed matter of achievements in anybody's life.So,it is the matter of enjoyment and the memory should not go away,from Jan-Feb.,from high officials-religious ..who can imagine !! Nobody can.But its happen in real life.On the other side ,I relish the jealousy of the same boat riders with their suspicious eyes and speeches.Its really amazing,when they feel about me .Its great time indeed.When anybody is not just taking of u but helpless to bother you.oops great moment!!I can mesmerizing those moments.What a post they hold does not matter ..The one and only matter is that they r counting u as their rival/competitor.u can only relish the entire thing as a viewer not a doer.Even then ,sometimes brain would like to relax and silence,without any noise.Then the mind is flattering without any proper cause and do all bad things with ur nearest and dearest people.But never mind, my one is never for the career but for the unbelievable causes.So am I.Anybody knows who r she/he?If so,then happiness will be showered in their life.Life thus stretching its way .Who knows the future!!Nobody......its appropriate to remember only one line of kobiguru .....এমনি করে যায় যদি দিন যাক না.