life as it is

We r always gathering experiences.So,Life is full of excitements.sometimes it gives us pleasure,sometimes not.So what?...we should play our life role as it is.Its my idol brain told me that I have gathered lot of experiences in short of time.May be my bag is full of experiences and waiting to be full with others.Its interesting too, so many people from so many characters and their face-musk.We don't know what is exact.Is it anything in this world is exact?Don't know.It may be u called 'aapekkhik'[beng.] ..actually I couldn't remind the appropriate word for it.Sometimes world seems to me very colourful/sometime not.Though I think somebody is there who might be kept one thread  in His/her  hand  to control the life of people.There is not everything is wrong.Somewhere somehow some links are clicking for a moment and we are enjoying the something special in our life.I feel that this year is full of uncertain honours which is indeed matter of achievements in anybody's life.So,it is the matter of enjoyment and the memory should not go away,from Jan-Feb.,from high officials-religious ..who can imagine !! Nobody can.But its happen in real life.On the other side ,I relish the jealousy of the same boat riders with their suspicious eyes and speeches.Its really amazing,when they feel about me .Its great time indeed.When anybody is not just taking of u but helpless to bother you.oops great moment!!I can mesmerizing those moments.What a post they hold does not matter ..The one and only matter is that they r counting u as their rival/competitor.u can only relish the entire thing as a viewer not a doer.Even then ,sometimes brain would like to relax and silence,without any noise.Then the mind is flattering without any proper cause and do all bad things with ur nearest and dearest people.But never mind, my one is never for the career but for the unbelievable causes.So am I.Anybody knows who r she/he?If so,then happiness will be showered in their life.Life thus stretching its way .Who knows the future!!Nobody......its appropriate to remember only one line of kobiguru .....এমনি করে যায় যদি দিন যাক না.